Last Day Of Work!!

After today, I"ll leave fuji and start my "retiring" life already....so unprepared...before dis, i"m so desired to leave here...bcoz of those customers and some sad memories..moreover, I keep scolded by my boss...working there jz feel like myself so stupid, owz done wrong...even until nw,last day of work, i also cant manage some condition in a better way..really so disappoint sometimes..but no choices , have to endure it ..for the pocket money sake...

But now, i"ll be end up my job soon,soon..i"ll leave my brother, my boss, and all those customers....I suppose to be happy because can throw away my burden, but deep inside my heart , I feel some "berat hati" to leave, the scene.. brother...aunt..sis...sis"s daughter... sometimes v treat each other like a family, v share some happy memories too.....especially wt my brother...he so funny and talkative sometimes..because i keep talking with him..haha...haiz..duno how to describe the feelings....

Anyway, I really thanks brother , sister , aunt and customers , coz they"ve gave me those happy and sad memories, those memories and experiences have became the nutrients in building up my personalities which I gain from my working period..Its help me to grow more mature..more prepared to facing the society reality......THANK YOU!! muacks ...

7 Fairies

What friends are really meant ? Is it mean a partner dat share difficulties wt us? or just a people who stick to you when you"re at the shinning and pride position and then leave you alone when you"re in the problem to let you face it yourself?

So lonely...sometimes i feel dat I dont even hav a friend to talk wt.....Where those friends go? Study? Work? Or they have their own gang, forgot me already? I owaz tried to made friends and treat them sincerely, but how many of them will treat you same as I do?

When I was in primary, I am a quiet and boring ppl, vy little friens to talk wt....and some more, I havent goin out wt my friends before untill form 4....Is it funny?Untill secondary I meet many friens who treat me sincerely and told me to see those relationship in a more open mind...especially meet wt other 6 of them, and v group together known as " 7 FAIRIES"..haha...such a funny name...We meet together, its called "jodoh" .(actually i dont know how jodoh could be translate into english) How amazing it is v meet each others and havin the similar characteristics...

From dat time onwards, I owaz go out wt them. And also starting from that time, I realize what the meaning of FRIENDS, FUN , SHARE....

Now I would like to say,"7 Fairies, I really thanks u all for giving me such a happy & sweet memories..." "U"re all save deep into bottom of my heart!!"

Reality ---SO Disappointed!!

From workin, im slowly exposed to the society reality, where those ppl owaz think for their sake, and not patient at all…they mad easily, throw money impatiently, spoke smt dat hurt u, they’re nt well-educated, and dun even care ur feeling. SELFISH!! nowadays, ppl owz show their characteristics ugliness , especially the elders. Dats what really made me disappoint!! Its countless hw many times I cried on dat. Those ppl really….really…made me so angry, sometimes I feel like wana beat them …belasah them secukup-cukupnya! Arghh!!
On the other hand, sm ppl really nice to u. They can speak well, and smile gracefully to you. Whoa! so gud… I owaz talk many wt those kind and patient customers. They had consulate my broken heart indirectly. I love them !! haha..:) even my bro also address me as “叽喳妹” .Really…..When meet wt smbody dat have the same topic, or same channel wt me, I owaz excited to communicate wt them…
Now, I have changed. I don’t care and try not to remember those sad memories already. I will keep my way to the victory!! Without looking backward…. I try my best to create happy memories in my workin period….and not let the bad one ruined it!!