Feel sick jor~

Dun be so sensitive...not h1n1 la...just immune system out of control jiek...will be better soon. I think is due to lack of rest recently bcoz i hav lots of plans , activities, homeworks and presentations to rush with...And i feel like it is hardly to follow the syllabus of lessons as those teachers teach us very fast and one lesson just finished meteoricly.Haiz...i beg to those teachers la...dun teach too fast and many , my brain"s memory will be soon crush out and in a messed...

Nid rest..rest...rest and rest ....Feel vy ill and suffering ...nid sleep~

Exchang Meet....

Yesterday, SGM high skol division had organise a exchange meet which involved other region d hsd.....They cm here to participate and have some exchange in part of experience & opinion.I as a mc nid to take care of the place"s suasana, nid to masak it till vy vy damn high...but i feel dat my performance still nid lots of improvements, not good enuf ..compared wt part 2 d mcS...I feel a bit sad cause i had paid lots of time n efforts in the preparation, i can say v paid more efforts then the other 2 mc but what v"ve perform yesterday seem not well...although most committees said nt bad, better then b4, but in my opinion i think dat its nt gud enuf lo.......

In acting session, lagi teruk..our group performance is omost the bad...i thought i can perform better n funnier d, but wat i"ve strive to do well seem to happen oppositely....sad sad...Luckily, i got the chance to take foto wt others 2mc tey"re vy pro in dat...n vy funny...haha..

一人立起！

青年部！GO ! 青年部！GO!身为21世纪的青年部，我们背负着极为重大的责任。秉持信念，迈向胜利，跨越挑战，不被三障四魔击倒！任何挑战，一旦我们跨越过了，就得到大幸福，所有的恶魔，困难都是幸福的养分，只要善用他，就能让我们成长。正所谓：“烦恼即菩提”！烦恼越多，越能提升境界；祈求越深切，越能涌现深邃的智慧；越顽强奋战，越能炼就出坚强的生命，没有任何一点白费！“泥沼越深，越能开出大而美丽的莲花，人也一样。为了目标，越是任劳任怨，越能绽放出美丽幸福的鲜花！”

困难就是酱，遇到了别心慌，因为这是大福，试炼我们的意志力，是我们人生的转泪点；没有遇到也不能太开心，因为不知道什么时候会降临。。。重要的事，遇到挑战苦难时，不要放弃信心的根本，努力唱题。妙法的力量，深不可测啊！！

New classmate join!!

Haha...many friends will join our class soon!!Our class will return to become like before ,dats gals will be more than the boys! Its a great tings to confess dat gals really more interested in bio than physic . Furthermore nowadays gals who studied form 6 are much more prettier than before dy...(except me)..haha

New Gemany Classmate-Tim!

Our skol recently got a new student who is from germany..named tim..Walau, he"s vy handsome guy and also a polite ppl to talk with...But unfortunately, he"s goin to leave malaysia n chong hwa by 3rd of july...soon he"ll b leaving...we jz meet n get to kno him for 3 days oni, y time pass so fast, y he"s goin to leave so fast...U kno, his attendance was make our class full of fun and evday v hav a preety guy to watch ...haha

We plan to hav a farewell party for him...and besides, we invite him to play a badminton with us in badminton court which we need to make reservation for dat in next week..U kno, my little wish when i was a child is dat i can make friend wt foreign ppl, and now i get to kno him as well. and furthermore he taught me maths too,when someday he sat beside me.haha...suddenly feel so "bahagia"..

Tim is the tallest in our class and also is the handsome"est" one.haha.2day our class hav a debate in muet lesson, and he"s chosen by the others to b the head of the judges and made substituent judgement for the teacher.Everyone are so admire him and feel dat he"s the most expert in english and he was given the rite to judge our debate.Isn"t it so nice....im so "berat hati " bout his leave...so do others.
GOODBYE TIM!

New Gemany Classmate-Tim!

Start skol lol.....

Finally, im rise up to form six dy..haha.Hav been 5 months not studying dy..so uncomfortable , seem like im stop my education life..I know i gotta be mature , grow up, since im 18 years old dy..cant be so childish. But, i like my "childish lifestyle", it makes me feel dat im protected by many ppl who care me, who concern bout me...like wat my brother did.haha..

Now and after, i"ll stress up then before...will be more tough for me to gone through, but i willing to endure it, cause i"ve many friends with me, by my side to support me, like how i treat them..haha

Today second day for me in form six,I "temporary" feel happy for these 2 days la, (duno how about following days)nw i hav well prepared to face those many hard workship. Daisaku Ikeda sensei said :" We gotta appreciate that v can and are able to study and make it to university, cause many ppl din hav such lucky, and for us who hav dis chance, v should hold it tight and study gud and lastly contribute to society!"

Cosmo Cosmo!! Fun! :)

Thursday--I & huijun go for the cosmo world in times square to have a fun and excited day!!V even shop for the cloths and accessories there le~ walau!! so fun!never tried before, we arrived there about 12 like that,then we go to the cosway office there to visit huijun"s colleagues, but dunno why huijun not dare to see them le...haha.so weird...and then we go to pavilion. we bought a bottle of taiwan made "zhen zhu nai cha" neh!walau, passion flavour d, so tasty and fun-drinkable..haha..

After that, we go to our main and next station COSMO WORLD! dat time, v hav a bit high le...we play dizzy spider car, 360 degree d swinger, damn fast d roller coaster, and faster then roller d car car, and lastly bom bom car lo,lolx,all day just not stop laughing and high"ing", v"re totally over immersed in the suasana.haha!we meet a gang of new friends there too....they"re very friendly and cooperate with us.Wherever we go, they just follow us and just scream with us lolx.

Then, after play, we have our lunch at gasoline there, recommend by huijun. walau! their ice blended d ice cream so huge in amount le, cant finish it in 1 people . Then after shop all things, we go home. And then..... no more stories already.lolx

Retiring Life

Wah!! nw retiring dy, feel selesa but also boring too...duno wat to do...miss my brother, miss my friends, miss my desa friend...i"ll put those sweet memories in my heart d...brother, miss u so much le..nw got no more people joking wt me anymore, nobody will scold me anymore too...haha xp. im so wishing dat form six can arrive faster, if not i"ll become mould dy lo...haha...but before it, i wana plan many vacations first , enjoy first then suffer!!haha

Last Day Of Work!!

After today, I"ll leave fuji and start my "retiring" life already....so unprepared...before dis, i"m so desired to leave here...bcoz of those customers and some sad memories..moreover, I keep scolded by my boss...working there jz feel like myself so stupid, owz done wrong...even until nw,last day of work, i also cant manage some condition in a better way..really so disappoint sometimes..but no choices , have to endure it ..for the pocket money sake...

But now, i"ll be end up my job soon,soon..i"ll leave my brother, my boss, and all those customers....I suppose to be happy because can throw away my burden, but deep inside my heart , I feel some "berat hati" to leave, the scene.. brother...aunt..sis...sis"s daughter... sometimes v treat each other like a family, v share some happy memories too.....especially wt my brother...he so funny and talkative sometimes..because i keep talking with him..haha...haiz..duno how to describe the feelings....

Anyway, I really thanks brother , sister , aunt and customers , coz they"ve gave me those happy and sad memories, those memories and experiences have became the nutrients in building up my personalities which I gain from my working period..Its help me to grow more mature..more prepared to facing the society reality......THANK YOU!! muacks ...

7 Fairies

What friends are really meant ? Is it mean a partner dat share difficulties wt us? or just a people who stick to you when you"re at the shinning and pride position and then leave you alone when you"re in the problem to let you face it yourself?

So lonely...sometimes i feel dat I dont even hav a friend to talk wt.....Where those friends go? Study? Work? Or they have their own gang, forgot me already? I owaz tried to made friends and treat them sincerely, but how many of them will treat you same as I do?

When I was in primary, I am a quiet and boring ppl, vy little friens to talk wt....and some more, I havent goin out wt my friends before untill form 4....Is it funny?Untill secondary I meet many friens who treat me sincerely and told me to see those relationship in a more open mind...especially meet wt other 6 of them, and v group together known as " 7 FAIRIES"..haha...such a funny name...We meet together, its called "jodoh" .(actually i dont know how jodoh could be translate into english) How amazing it is v meet each others and havin the similar characteristics...

From dat time onwards, I owaz go out wt them. And also starting from that time, I realize what the meaning of FRIENDS, FUN , SHARE....

Now I would like to say,"7 Fairies, I really thanks u all for giving me such a happy & sweet memories..." "U"re all save deep into bottom of my heart!!"

Reality ---SO Disappointed!!

From workin, im slowly exposed to the society reality, where those ppl owaz think for their sake, and not patient at all…they mad easily, throw money impatiently, spoke smt dat hurt u, they’re nt well-educated, and dun even care ur feeling. SELFISH!! nowadays, ppl owz show their characteristics ugliness , especially the elders. Dats what really made me disappoint!! Its countless hw many times I cried on dat. Those ppl really….really…made me so angry, sometimes I feel like wana beat them …belasah them secukup-cukupnya! Arghh!!
On the other hand, sm ppl really nice to u. They can speak well, and smile gracefully to you. Whoa! so gud… I owaz talk many wt those kind and patient customers. They had consulate my broken heart indirectly. I love them !! haha..:) even my bro also address me as “叽喳妹” .Really…..When meet wt smbody dat have the same topic, or same channel wt me, I owaz excited to communicate wt them…
Now, I have changed. I don’t care and try not to remember those sad memories already. I will keep my way to the victory!! Without looking backward…. I try my best to create happy memories in my workin period….and not let the bad one ruined it!!